Dream.
I want to do this with my future spouse
Dream.
I want to do this with my future spouse
How different is your life with God? How different is your life without God?
— Spurgeon
You can’t choose when you are “ready” to want Christ. You can’t wait till you’re ready because no one is ever READY to receive a gift that cannot be fully grasped or earned.
When you say you’re “ready”, it usually means, “I’m done with the sinful part of my life that God wouldn’t like (i.e. I’m bored of it… or I want more out of life.) You tell yourself… “If I do it, I’m gonna do it right.” You wait till you’re READY to be fully dedicated to church or open to anything other than your current life and situation.
I know that you have been hurt by the church and it’s hypocrisy. And by “church” you usually mean your parents who seem like completely different people at church then home and youth pastors who always used guilt trips and fear instead of substance of love and character (gospel).
But you have to know that the bible is clear, that though not prepared and ready to even begin your journey of healing and growth… It’s not about your readiness. If He draws you, He is going to take responsibility till the end. It’s a gift.
So when you’re NOT ready… it’s probably the best time.
John 6:44
“No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day.”
— Pastor Bobby Suh
Why are you trying to earn what is already freely given. Why are you trying to defeat what is already conquered. Why do you worry when He is capable. On and on
Don’t let the emotional coaster be the determining factor of your relationship with Him. Stop chasing the hit. The high. If that’s what love is to you, you got it all wrong. Brothers, sisters, wake up and fall in love with the Almighty God !!!
Only by your grace…I live… I WILL live
I can’t stop falling in love with you God!

Congratulations to my Uncle Insung and his new wife, Shudee :)